living life!

im having a good day!!!

the sun is shining...the day seems so rustig...think its gonna be a good day....

hope your having one too

2 weeks ago i was sitting at work thinking about life...i really didn't want to be here anymore...on earth i mean...i wanted to die...but around came the saturday and by sunday i ended up in hospital...and i almost did die...by God's grace i survived...

i don't understand life, and i probably never will...but i know that i was given another change to find what secret treasures are hidden away for me in life...there are still days where i don't see hope...but i know i have to choose...i have to choose to make the most out of life....for in a second it can be taken away...and i have just one life to live......

everyone around me always seems so happy and in control...i wonder why i struggle??it feels so alone sometimes....